Friday, April 9, 2010

Love Story ;)


While waiting for the clock strikes at 5, i spent my time browsing the net (as usual la, i always think there's something new in the net ;)). And i found this contest. Cute contest lah. From Ribena (Delia's fave drink. It's milk for her). Maybe i am a lil bit late cos this is Week 5. And they offer the weekly prizes for 6 weeks only huhu. Outdated nye saye. But, it's okay cause i can still smile. There is another segment of the contest! And its title is GREATEST LOVE STORY NEVER TOLD. woohooooo... I would like to join. Mane tau, boleh menang honeymoon pakej tuuuuu. :D. okay, if u, bloggers out there are interested, u can CLICK HERE. And don't shy-shy to share us your love story yea. Bila lagi nak glemer with your spouse? Hehe. And good luck (to me too). Reminder : The contest ends on 18.04.2010. Mark your calendar peeps!

Pertama - 1 Kisah



Di dalam kehidupan ini, terlalu banyak pengalaman pertama yang pernah kita lalui. Ada yang manis dan ada yang pahit. Namun, bagiku, pengalaman pertama yang paling manis dalam kehidupanku ialah ketika mendapat anak sulungku dan bergelar ibu.

Sudah semestinya, sebelum melahirkan, perasaan ini bercampur baur. Gementar, takut, teruja, sedih, gembira. Semuanya ada pada satu masa yang sama. Namun, setelah selamat melahirkan, dan selepas melepasi perjuangan selama berjam-jam itu, hanya satu rasa sahaja yang dapat kuungkapkan. GEMBIRA. (:. Betapa lengkapnya duniaku sekarang kerana telah bergelar ibu dan aku telah melahirkan seorang lagi manusia di muka bumi ini.

Cabaran pertama sudah berjaya kuatasi. Sekarang tiba cabaran yang
seterusnya. Sepanjang tempoh berpantang, buat pertama kalinya diriku diuji lagi dari segi mental dan emosi. Terutamanya pada sebelah malam, di mana bayiku kadang-kadang meragam mahukan susu ataupun adakalanya dia tidak henti-henti menangis. Ada juga ketikanya, aku sampai tidak tahu apa yang dikehendakinya. Memang tidak dinafikan, banyak kali aku terjaga daripada tidurku dek mendengar tangisan halus dari anakku. Pada waktu-waktu itu, betapa penat kurasakan seluruh badanku. Aku banyak kali bangkit dari tidur demi anakku, dan aku juga tidak mendapat tidur yang secukupnya. Pada siangnya, badanku terasa penat sekali. Wajahku pun nampak kusam. Namun, pabila kurenung kembali wajah anakku yang lena dalm tidurnya (barangkali kekenyangan), badanku terus terasa segar kembali, seperti tidak ada apa-apa yang pernah berlaku. Betapa kuatnya penangan anakku terhadap diriku.

Masa pun berlalu meninggalkan aku. Anakku pula semakin sudah semakin besar. Alhamdulillah, kesihatannya berada di tahap yang memuaskan. Aku cukup bangga dan berpuas hati kerana hasil belaianku dan perhatianku, dia membesar menjadi seorang budak perempuan yang sihat. Kini, usianya 2 tahun 3 bulan. Dia juga telah mempunyai seorang adik yang muda setahun daripadanya. Sesungguhnya, anakku yang pertama itu telah banyak mengajarku tentang erti kehidupan. Dia telah mengajarku tentang makna sebenar kasih sayang, cinta, kesedihan dan paling penting sekali dia telah mengajarku untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih bersabar. Hasil ajaran daripada anakku itu telah menjadikan aku lebih berhati-hati dalam membesarkan anakku yang bongsu. Cuba lihat, kita, yang dewasa ini masih boleh belajar banyak perkara daripada anak-anak kecil.

Di kesempatan ini, ingin sekali aku mengucapkan terima kasih kepada Delia Aisha kerana, tanpamu, mama hanyalah seorang manusia yang belum lengkap dan menjadikan pengalaman pertama mama ini yang paling indah dalam kehidupan mama. Semoga kehidupanmu dan adikmu, Delaila Amina diberkati, dunia dan akhirat. Amin.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Friday, I'm Lazy...


Happy Friday all. 5 working days in a week and when it comes to Friday, i am totally weak. Can't say no to that. Friday makes me feel LAZYYYY. And SCHLEEPY... Thank god my boss is not in today. He travels a lot and that's good. You can call me a SCHLEEPYHEAD on Friday cos i am one schleepyhead. The day seems so looooongggg. Tick tock tick tock on the clock. and it's not even 3.00pm yet. I am sleepy but I can't sleep. That is another weakness in me. I can't sleep 'suka hati'. I need my bed and my bantal peluk. I need to stretch my back on a comfy bed. Memilih, kan? But that's me. Unless, I am really2 exhausted then I can sleep anywhere. Sometimes, I envy some people who can just bump their heads on the desks and krooohhh krohhh. How they do it lah? Maybe mmg kuat tido kot hehe.

So, here I am, blogging again. And to my surprise, i am not schleepy anymore. Yes, writing is my passion. I used to write a lot during my student days. No matter lah, writing in my diary ke, jotting down some notes ke, conteng2 puisi or motivation of words ke. I write just about anyhting. And it makes me fell like ME again. I LOVE TO WRITE. At least, today, it has helped me to stay AWAKE on a WORKING FRIDAY. And TGIF cause tomorrow and the day after is a holidayyyyyy before MONDAY comes. Erkkk..

Battle Of The Smartphones


Hello. Okay. Let's go to the battlefield between the smart phones. I thought that I'm not gonna be another participant to witness this battle. And to my surprise (cause I was a no-no fan of smart phone), I joined and witness this battle. Gosh, now me myself is in dilemma either to get myself an Iphone or a BlackBerry. Yes, at first, I was so tempted by Iphone. Because I like its design and there is an Apple logo behind the Iphone. Haha. Where is the relevance right? Well, FYI, my hubby is more interested in BB. After hours and days of 'hasutan' from him, I tend to surf about the BB. And I found that BB is interesting also. Again, I was tempted to own a BB. But, when I 'terlihat' Iphone images on the net, I started to think that I would buy an Iphone instead. Gosssshhhh. So hard to choose.

And to continue my quest, I started asking around. I started to ask my friends. Those who use Iphone and BB. Of course la, when u use BB, u will say BB is the best. And when u use Iphone, u will say its the best. So no fair. Then again, I confide in my hubby so damn much. I trust him cause his taste is high. Especially in this kind of thingy. And if i am in a dazed and confused situation, he will ask me this question which helps me a lot while making my decision
'IF YOU ARE TO BUY A NEW PHONE, WHAT WOULD U USE IT FOR?'. And he will left me to my own thoughts. Well, truthfully, im not into games that much. I love to Facebooking, e-mailing, blogging, bloghopping and surfing whatever that is in the net. So, by today, 08.04.2010, I've made my decision. After days of thinking, analysing, discussing, negotiating, I've come to my sense. I am in for a BlackBerry Bold 9700. It's the best choice for me!!!! Thanks all for helping me all :)

Take a look at my choice. Smart kan? heehee